I was thinkin tonight..ive got about a month left before i leave for the Air Force. Im finally excited about going..but then again im devistated. Even though i think i dont have anything to leave behind here in Cleburne i really do. I keep asking myself "is it all over? Will everything and everyone in this town just disappear from my life forever ( Read more... )

Some people...u know...i just dont get them. Last night was fun i suppose. Lets see.TREY AND WILL were supposed to come over to shoot some rabbits or something on our land but it was like 4 cars of all these people and Hunter Holden drove his jeep out there and tore up my pasture my parents are gonna love that. I was innocently doing my chores ( Read more... )

WHOOOAAAH hey everyone its me! I have had a good weekend..believe it or not. Lets start with Thursday night..umm hung out with Jeremy and Michael a.k.a. the funniest fuckers in the world. Well it was Jeremys birthday and so i had the unopened Family Guy dvd box set i figured he'd appreciate it more then the little jerk i was gonna give it to anyway ( Read more... )

Last night was awesome..i must say. Lets see, me lana and annabel went rollin and then went to chill at (J)Wills. Then we left and took annabel to good ol (ahem) michelles and got Lauren! Then we went to taco bell, saw some homies...then we chilled with jeremy and michael..2 of the greatest guys in cleburne. Jeremy rocked out and played some TOOL ( Read more... )

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Hey whats up guys..gals..all u fuckers in between. Saturday night at my little party thingy...SOMEONE..i dont know who but id love to find out..stole my dads piggy bank that I BOUGHT HIM ok i bought it for his birthday when i was like 10 i saved up my allowance and i know that sounds gay but i want it back. Of course they found out i had a party, ( Read more... )

This journal is once again getting on my nerves..along with just about everybody else in the world. I feel like i just need to cut off contact with everybody im so tired of dealing with things and fixing things and all this shit. Everyone is fake and everyone lies and god only knows if theres anybody out there worth anyones time. I dont even know ( Read more... )

TODAY...was ok. I had bonding day with my old man. We went to the Fort Worth Auto Show it was really fun probably not to anyone else but to me because i love cars. AND holy hell, i got to sit in a 2005 dodge viper, a GT mustang convertible (not even AVAILABLE TO THE PUBLIC YET), some 90,000 dollar mercedes thing..and lots of other cool cool cars. ( Read more... )

So i thought things might get better today but no not really. An old special someone called me today..i know better than to say who since i have the cool girl who reads my journal and then tells the whole school whats up with my life and gets me in a pickle lol..yeah. But i just didnt answer. Im not in the mood to deal with people. So today i ( Read more... )

Tonight was unbelievably bad. I hate everyone as of right now except maybe like 1 person...and thats probably just due to their sympathy and niceness. I am soo tired of being treated like shit by people who i thought cared about me, everytime i care about someone i just get let down and find out i shouldnt have cared at all ( Read more... )