For reasons some of you know about, I'm taking a break from playing Justin for an undetermined amount of time. There is some real life stuff going on that need my full attention. I will try to check e-mails every day if you need to get ahold of me. For those of you who know about the RL stuff, you have my contact information if you need to reach ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say Happy Birthday to one of my best friends. It seems like we've known each other forever. You're one of the few people I trust with my deepest fears and dreams. Thank you for showing me what true friendship is all about. I know you'll get fancier greetings, more flashy then this. I just wanted to say it simply but filled ( Read more... )

A couple of people have asked me how Ryan and I could go from being broken up to being engaged in such a short period of time. I don't think anyone is saying it to be hurtful, they just don't understand the quick turn around. If I was on the outside I'd probably say the same thing, but I'm on the inside so let me try to explain ( Read more... )

*walks in with a shy grin, looking at the ring on my finger with wonder*

He's mine now and I'm not going to let him go again.
It may not be official until the ceremony, but he's mine and I'm his.
Body, Heart and Soul.

*walks off*

Ryan flew out to L.A. so the two of us could talk in person. He showed up at my door with a dozen roses and I don't think I've been so happy or nervous to see someone in a long time. As soon as the door was closed, I just wanted to throw myself into his arms. Instead I put the flowers in water and the most I did was hold his hand ( Read more... )

It's really hard to stay somewhere after your world has been turned on it's axis. To explain over and over the person you expected to be with for a long time to come doesn't want you anymore. Because of this, I'm taking off for awhile. I need to lick my wounds and get my head and heart figured out and I don't think I can do it here ( Read more... )

"Natures first green is gold ( Read more... )

So I've been looking around me lately at all the couples and it's got me to thinking. It seems like a lot of people go into a relationship looking for an escape from the world around them. They just want the good parts of the relationship, but don't want to deal with the bad. People are intrigued with the idea of the cuddling and being important ( Read more... )

I've been extremely busy lately and unfortunately something had to give and it was my time here. Hopefully things are calming down a little though and I can spend more time where I want to be. I'm also hoping if I spend some extra time here some of the problems will disappear or be worked out ( Read more... )

I've got some thinking to do about things and so I'm taking off. If you need me, send me an e-mail at timbersrp@yahoo.com and I'll try to get back to you. To the guys, Elle and Ryan, I love you all. Everyone else, I guess I'll talk to some time when my head and heart aren't so painful.