So..is anyone else ready for exams to be over?? I know I am!! My music exam this morning..sucked..I screwed it up hardcore..My spanish exam..not so bad!! I think I'll get an A or a B on it..so yayyy!! Especially since I only studied for like an hour..tops..
So how bout I'm working at Davis's on Saturday??LAME>>Plus, I have an interview at Circuit ( Read more... )

Why can't I just be happy and enjoy life? And ironically, every time I ask someone this question, they give me an answer pointing out my flaws and telling me how to fix them, while at the SAME time, they themselves are not happy with their OWN life. So does anyone really know what they want? I hate my life for the most part because of my ( Read more... )

Why am I such a jealous person? Sometimes I think that I am meant to be single for my entire life just because I'm so jealous. The guy never even knows the extent of it and it comes up without warning and for absolutely no reason at all, really. I get jealous of stupid things and I'm not sure why I react internally the way that I do. I'm conniving ( Read more... )

Why is it that when I think I'm finally happy with the way things are going, something starts to slowly unravel. The worst part about it..You see it slowly falling apart and you know at exactly what second and for exactly what reason things are going to come crashing down on you..and there's nothing you can do about it because the matter lies in ( Read more... )

Time for my oh so rare update..not to mention oh so boring huh? School's okay I suppose..Getting a 3.0 which is really supposed to be higher because of my photo prof's use of the "standard midterm C"..What that basically entails is..Everyone gets a C just because..Oh well I'm kewl with that though..It's a MUCH better class than high school photo..I ( Read more... )

So..one of the inherent sorrows of life..Just when you thought things were going swell (or close enough to it), things blow up in your face..don't they? Alanis surely nailed that idea in "Ironic"..not a super huge deal or anything..just so tired of dealing with the phone company..I supposedly went over by 300+ minutes..Ladies and gentlemen, that ( Read more... )

Okay so yeah..I'm procrastinating on homework..Who does that right? Yeah..but on the bright side, I WENT TO THE GYM TODAY! Yaaayy...I did the same machines I did at the Y (eliptical) for half an hour..woot..I was almost late to photo, but it was most def. worth it! It really does feel good..I hope I can get my butt around to going as much as ( Read more... )

One month down and only about 7 left right? School is definitely not what I expected. I thought it was going to be some "new and beautiful beginning" for me. Reality check: it's not. It's the same shit, different place and a little bit harder because the normal crowd that could always make me feel better is no longer here and instead I'm surrounde ( Read more... )

I leave in 8 days. I can't believe it. I've waited all my life for this and now I'm not ready..It's weird because I'm ready to start a new life..and I'm ready to leave the old one behind but I'm just not ready to make that transition. It's just hard. I'm scared to move and I'm afraid of what I'm going to lose but I'm excited to start what's coming ( Read more... )

Okay so I'm doing my best. I'm learning to cope with the fact that I'm single even though I don't HAVE to be. I'm learning that I'm probably better off that way for the time being. I basically told donavan that I needed to be that way for now. If and when he ever got his "shit" together, then maybe I could give "us" another try. Until that time, I' ( Read more... )