I just finished a bottle of wine by myself (minus the glass I gave Julia ( Read more... )

this is unfair.

I'm fighting the obvious solution.

Sweet Jesus I swear that I love you, no matter what the chariot says.
I'm biased and by this I'll judge you on weakness wrapped up in my own innocence
And I think that's fine.

My God you look so much different. From mirrors you looked like a fool.
And your skin tastes much better with aging, not sweet ( Read more... )

 EDITEDIT::

as usual, I tend to update when I'm not so happy and stuck in my own rambling head. Going to the beach today made me realize how much none of this really matters. Life will be fine as soon as all of the kinks are out.

lovelove

 the rollercoaster never ends, it only gets crazier ( Read more... )

 I had a very weird sleep thanks to the orange pill. I kept waking up feeling amazing, yet only 20 minutes had passed since the last time I woke up, so I was sort of annoyed, despite my skin crawling in interesting ways ( Read more... )

 Last night's dream was about old friends and lost memories. I can only recall one part, but it seems creepy to talk about it considering I've only had half-ass conversations with these people in the past few years. whatever.

all I can remember right now is talking to Mitch and someone else that I hadn't seen in a while, then Lane coming up from ( Read more... )

"So I've been sleeping with this silence in my brain
I wake up here everyday in this god damn place
I won't wait here anymore"

perfect.

 Last nights' weather and conversation made me feel more alone than ever. I loved and hated it so much (the weather, that is). 

 I was talking to Frau Angelica the other day about the poor shape of our economy. She brought up how Les Miles gave $1,000 to the university to pay for tickets to the NCAA Women's Basketball 2nd round so that students can go see the game for free ( Read more... )

 I Woke Up Near the Sea

So it's another night in my brain
cause I can't sleep
And oh, it wears on your shoulders
Just please don't ever leave me here,
don't ever leave me
don't you leave