I really miss my dad. He has been gone for about 4 or 5 months. He comes home every couple weeks and takes me out to dinner, but then leaves again. People don't see how much they care about someone until they are gone. That's what has happened to me. I always took my dad for granted and now that I bairly get to see him i cherish those short dinners ( Read more... )

I have had so many things going through my mind latly. I saw my dad yesterday the first time in a week. We went out to a restuarant last night as a big family event and i spent the whole time in the bathroom....crying. I could just tell by the tone in my dad's voice that he was just hurt by me screwing up, and no matter how much I say it wasnt my ( Read more... )

I cried more today then ever before, I disappointed more people then ever in y life, and most of all disappointing myself ( Read more... )

I have been thinking latly. I see kids with these disabilities and i just want to cry. I would sit there wishing that i could give up my life to safe just one of them, or to help them. People are so greedy these days and spoiled. They dont see how fortunate they are just for having legs or arms or just having being able to think correctly. All ( Read more... )

Well, today was a good day. School was mad boring but afterwards I went to the DMV to take my permit test for the 26786 time. I PASS! I was so excited. I seriously thought that God's plan for my was not to be able to drive my entire life. I guess he changed his mind haha. So then i had piano and on my way back home i got to drive. That was sorta ( Read more... )

my life latly has been mad boring. That is why I havn't updated in a while. School is okay, better then last year for sure. I've gotten more serious with my music. I hope I can go somewhere with it. Imma hangout with my BEAUTIFUL chelsea welsea ( Read more... )

Well i have been in Raleigh the past week and a half and will be here probably for the next week and a half. It nice here when there are things to do ( Read more... )

Chelsea-Welsey is the bestest person in the entire world.

And we have a date to go to the moon.

well today after school i wanted to hangout with chelsea really bad, but she was going to hangout with justin so she didnt or couldnt hangout or whatever. I have figured out that i need to make plans with her like 2 weeks before hand Then i wanted to hangout with lyndsey, but she was out with some friends. So i came home and slept th rest of the ( Read more... )

My summer has been pretty boring....not much has happened. I have had this sick feeling in my stomach for about 2 weeks. I dont know whats wrong with me. I moved from my moms house yesterday, which wasnt fun. Then i hangout with my cousins and some friends. sat was fun i went to the beach, then back to my aunts mansion however you spell it, and ad ( Read more... )