Yes........I'm........Still.......Here......

[timeconsumer84]

I really didn't have much to write about tonight. I wanted to keep everything to myself. It meant so much to me, and I didn't think most would understand.

But you'll understand this:

I want to be heard.

I want to know that there are others that care.

I want the people I care about, to know that I care about them.

I want the people I don't talk to

Comments

[anonymous]

I'm not as good of a writer as you, so I'll do the best I can and borrow for the time being..."If you're looking for an open book, look no further, I am yours." -Incubus
Oh, and by the way, if you took my mind and put it on paper, it would look something like this --IwantIdontunderstandIyearnIcanpictureIhateIlove adding ItrustIwonder...

[timeconsumer84]

But your mind is just as open as mine.
Yea-ItrustIwonder...
I do--too.

[luckiest_heart]

I'm all yours! Man, when we sit down, we're never gonna stop talking...

I'll call you later.

<3

[timeconsumer84]

I'm down!!!!!!

[xanthral]

Take all of that, throw destiny, trust, lonesomeness, bitterness, envy, and hope in then mix it on liquefy for 20 min and i bet i'll get what your feeling...

[timeconsumer84]

bitterness and envy? I don't see you being that type of person!
Interesting you pick the number 20...

[xanthral]

20, the next year in my life... the next step.. liquefy because thats how mixed up the emotions are...

[timeconsumer84]

Makes sense...thank you for clearing that up for me =)

Consumed

[blue_light_q]

I'm banging my head on my desk here because I had read your entry this morning at 4am.... and I didn't want to be late for work, so I left it for this afternoon...and now I've forgotten half of it. But I guess I'll stir something up here. The more I thought about it, I just kept hearing that line from Sting, If you love someone, set them free. Sounds as if you've kinda got the grasp on that...but is it you who's setting yourself free?
It's hard to separate what you obviously have, and still be face to face.... I tried that once. I don't think you have many paths here...or am I wrong? I just see that it's difficult to continue down that path without wanting to turn and run back.
lol...and I just now understood your LJ name...I am listening to it now (coheed and cambria).
Tell me what do YOU wantdon'tunderstandyearnpicturehatelove?....simplicity, and a laid-back lifestyle. Though I'm not sure if that's what you're asking....

Re: Consumed

[timeconsumer84]

I want to set myself free.
In fact, I need to set myself free.
I found out some things about the situation...that I didn't know where there before.
Or maybe, just chose not to see...
It scares me. I don't like it.
Coheed and Cambria is the SHIT. My favorite band ever. They're incredible, so talented, and unique. I can never get enough of them. When I met the main singer-Claude, I just about passed out of excitement. He's my hero =)
Simplicity? describe what you mean...

[anonymous]

Cola...I love the way you put things. I read your stories, I read your thoughts, and I always wonder why I can't put my thoughts into words like that. I know I dont know you that well...but i bet we could have endless conversation...esp about certain thngs you wrote in THISjournal. I would go off on a tangent about some of the things you mentioned, but my computer is pissing me off and, i have to go to work. I hope youre having a Wonderful day! -blythe

[timeconsumer84]

well then, next year-we will. i'm down for that anytime.
and thank you, i really appreciate that-a lot.
It's the only way of expressing myself-and I'm happy to hear you enjoy it!