I try not to think about it much. Is that wrong? Maybe its selfish of me. I don't want to cry. It's not because I think it's not "manly" to cry. It's because I know I will cry eventually. I don't need to waste the tears now. I know once I start up toward the casket, nothing will hold back the bursting of my dam. I'm not ashamed of it
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