I've always considered myself nocturnal, but I'm starting to wonder whether it's because I've wanted to be or because I had no choice. I used to consider night like a blanket, a friend that felt familiar and safe, somehow softer than the harsh light of day. Someone who would stay with me the long hours I could never find sleep ( Read more... )

And now, for a change, something happy ( Read more... )

If I go until I'm exhausted, it won't matter anymore. If I go until I can't form a thought, it won't be a problem ( Read more... )

It's weird how your priorities can change ( Read more... )

So this is the monologue I'm performing for class in the morning. And as much as I love it, it's still a very sobering piece. Lots of little things here and there that just resonate in me... I don't know. I just... don't want to forget it.

Julie from "Passing Game"

Richard...are you awake? (We see his eyes open and his hand, neither of which she ( Read more... )

Don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry...

If I whisper this enough, I might be able to keep it from happening.

This is stupid. I'm being so. stupid.But I can't help it. What the hell is wrong with me? I can't even put right words to what's in my head. There's no good reason for me to react like this. Come on, self. Calm down. I need to ( Read more... )

I feel so worthless, I can't even describe it. Things are going so well, and yet, once again, I can't find a single thing to like about myself.

I wish I could sleep. Then I wouldn't feel this way. Then I wouldn't feel anything. I can never sleep.

This is so ridiculous. I know how loved I am. I just can't understand whyCome on, morning. Make this ( Read more... )

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the ( Read more... )

My finances are a mess and I'm not sure if I'll be able to stay in school, things are still very tense with the ex living next door, and my family is in all sorts of trouble that I can't save them from, among many other various troubles.

But you know what? I'm okay. Happy, even. In fact, I feel better than I have in months.

It's a nice revelation

I'm filled with terrible, terrible thoughts tonight ( Read more... )