"I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life and cuddle up during a movie on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, challenge him. Talk about dreams, make dreams. Have fights, the kind that only really matter just as long as you’re having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play ( Read more... )

I shouldn't have been surprised. By the time it happened, I'd all but been told it was going to happen. Somehow that doesn't change the fact that I had the most wonderful surprise in my life this weekend ( Read more... )

This is hard to explain ( Read more... )

So, um... When could you no longer see more than 20 entries back? Based on how often I generally visit, this is going to make me miss a lot more on LJ ( Read more... )

Come clarity, clarity come ( Read more... )

I've done some serious thinking and taken some serious consideration, and finally come to a conclusion I can handle. You probably don't care to hear this, but it's true ( Read more... )

I'm not going to lie, I'm really lonely right now. And not at all sure that I'm okay. I feel shaky and scared, that twisting feeling eating at my stomach. But I'll be okay, don't worry ( Read more... )

Oh God.

I want to tell you everything. But I know you wouldn't look at me the same anymore.

I'm so sorry. Please believe me when I say I really need you to hold me, and trust that I might be insane, but I'll be better when the sun's up.

First of all, I'm really getting sick of your mental terrorism. One of these days I'm actually going to tell you that.

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I'm losing my roommate. I love her so much, but I understand the situation completely.

Doesn't make me less sad about it though.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )