So yea, whats new?

um... ive been working at the bar, bartending, finishing the school term, and i got a book offer, which im very excited about.

whats new with you all?

its been a while since ive been in here......

maybe its time to revive this badboy.

Im having a really really bad anxiety attack.

im not completely certain why.

there are a lot of things going on, and i havent really vented about them, but i didnt think they would lead to me stressing as much as i am right now.

The Gay

Stand up and be heard! You're 66% gay!

You're gay! Deny it if you want, but it's all too clear. Our advice: embrace it. You aren't going to get away from this one.


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My roomies just came back from bham. they brought me sushi and hot Sake..

yes,

Sake.
Life is awesome.

It's Interesting sometimes. Life sort of travels its own course, like a river ( Read more... )

Alright.

So yes, i have a very very good  friend who is HIV +.
It is no one's business who. if your not fucking him, he is not oblgated to tell you whom until he is ready.
No, we have never had sex. Believe it or not, i have friends. Friends dont usually have sex. I have a LOT of gay male friends that i have never had sex with, nor do intend to ever ( Read more... )

so, ive been talking to someone, and im digging him, and hes digging me. and i think its cool. but hes not out, and i think that his parents found out yesterday about us. and now im really bummed because i really like him a lot, and id like to date, and i dont want the crap that happened with daniel to happen all over again, where im in love with ( Read more... )

So tonight i came out to my extended family via. email. This was spurned on by a family member's email that i should sign a petition to "protect natural marriage."

So, i felt it was time. Heres a copy of what i sent:

Hey everyone,

This is louise's son, Matthew. I havent really emailed anyone from this email address before, but this is mine, so i ( Read more... )

when i post song lyrics that something is up.

OUT OF MY HANDS-

Out on my window ledge
I don't feel safe
but i stay looking down on you

It's out of my hands for now
It's out of my hands for now

I can't just walk away
Be nice to walk away
But I don't feel safe
Get away
All the way up here

It's out of my hands for now
It's out of my hands ( Read more... )