When you talk about the other girls you've dated or done whatever with, I feel like I'm gonna throw up. Just in case you were wondering what it does to me.

Remember when we had to upload all of our picture onto lj back in the day? That was the only way we could see all of them???? How oldschool. LoL looking through my photobucket.

I always get them sick. I suck. I'm a terrible person. FML.
I should be alone forever, locked in a room, sleeping life away.

Most of Brand New's songs remind me of you. I wonder if you know that...or how you fucked up so many friendships. Idk, I want us to be friends cause you USED to be there, but maybe you were only there when it was convenient for you. Whatever. I'll always be here for you, you know that, but listening to these songs bringing up valid points ( Read more... )

I finally feel like I belong somewhere. And I couldn't be happier with the random bunch that makes me feel this way.

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Is it wrong that the sound of your voice still just comforts me to no end. I like that. I miss that. I wish that things could have been different and that our friendship could have been stronger.

You're my Jacob. I need you around. But things won't go that way.

You wanted me to write about last night in here...so I will.

It was amazing. I had an insane amount of fun and think we make an epic cranberry-juice pong team. :-P

That's not all of it in the least though. :-)

So this past week I've been listening to music from "Bare: A Pop Opera" and it's fucking amazing ( Read more... )

"Finally we're getting somewhere.
Finding out just who we really are."

I don't think I like who I am. That is bad. I wish I was different. I wish things had been different. I wish I had made sooo many different decisions. It seems like I always make the worst ones.

On a different note:
Is it bad that I'm kind of upset he has a girlfriend?

Fuck words and their meanings.

I'm not sure where my life is going any more. And that scares me.

On another note:
I'm a little sad that you didn't say Happy Birthday to me yesterday. So are we just not friends anymore...again?
Whatever.