Okay, so the last two days (well, day and a half, really) have been kind of stressful/emotion-filled.  Wednesday night was horrible for me and it felt like every step forward I made was erased.  However, a certain two guys upstairs were amazing and incredibly nice and helped me feel much better through two separate over an hour long AIM ( Read more... )

Things are actually okay.  Last Friday wasn't great, I'll admit, and I completely freaked out, but things are going quite well right now.  I like my classes and I'm doing well in them.  I haven't found anything to be too difficult so far and my roommate and I get along.
Really nothing too interesting has happened so far, but this past Saturday night ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm freaking out and I don't know how to stop.  And I keep telling the same people the same things and I don't want to keep boring them with my vast mountain of concerns, so I'm kind of at a loss of what do do right now.  I know that everyone is nervous, but I'm seriously flipping out and positively terrified.  What on earth am I going to ( Read more... )

Eleven days.  I'm absolutely terrified.  I mean, yes, I think that it is kind of exciting, and I think that eventually it will be really good, but right now I'm completely and totally terrified.  I've never done extremely well being away from home.  It's different when I'm on vacation-type things and surrounded by friends and such, but basically I' ( Read more... )

I'm trying so hard not to care.  I'm desperately trying not to be upset about things that shouldn't matter or really aren't even that important.  I'm pretending so hard that none of it matters, it's unimportant, or I didn't really want to do it that much anyway ( Read more... )

I'm trying so very desperately to pretend that I don't care.  It's not that I want to be indifferent, but I'd much rather not care than be upset.  It's so much easier to be upset with someone you know you can't possibly lose.  I mean, you can be furious with your mom and have an argument with her, but she's always going to be your mom and of course ( Read more... )

I'm half-way wondering why I'm writing this because, really, hardly anyone is going to read it anyway.  And yet I'm writing it anyway ( Read more... )

So, I definitely stole this from Janelle, but I just had to post it (awwww!!!!!!!!): 
22 ways to make a girl smile.

1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) 
2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 
3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 
5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and ( Read more... )

Taking a quick break from doing English/History/Independent Study stuff to write something just because I'm not really in the mood to do much of anything right now ( Read more... )

Such an entertaining last four days.  I wish that we could have stayed just a little bit longer ( Read more... )