So, I'm not actually depressed, but whatever.
Last football game of the season was tonight.  It was a horrible day, a terrible week, it's been a crappy month, and a highly disappointing year so far.  Don't I sound joyful right now?  The little things that make me smile are good, but then when things upset me they seem magnified so much.  This whole ( Read more... )

I wish that I knew what people really think of me.  I don't know that it would be good or not, or if I actually knew if I would want to know, but at this moment I really wish that I knew.  People are really nice to others while they're around them, but once the person walks away they say, "Ohhh, I can't stand them" or something to that effect.  ( Read more... )

So there are little things that really make me smile and happy, which is so good, and then there are all those times when I am just thinking about how much better I wish that this year could be.  Mom told me that I have my standards set too high and that I need to lower them, but I kind of don't want to, but I don't want to be disappointed either.
I ( Read more... )

I wonder why there isn't a mood indicator thing on this that says "invisible" because that just about sums it up.

I'm actually glad that I ended up going to Homecoming, despite that I was really uncertain about going before. However, I actually ended up having a lot of fun. I had someone to dance with and we matched. (Coincidentally.) We went bowling after the dance, which I totally suck at, but it was fun anyway. Ben was nice and let me wear his jacket for ( Read more... )

And it just doesn't get any better.

I'm really happy for Amy, truly.  I know how excited she is and I totally would be too, but I can't help but feel kind of really jealous.  She got asked to Homecoming this afternoon after cross country by this guy in her grade, also on the team, Chris.  It's such exciting news (they're not really going out, but ( Read more... )

I've decided that I officially hate this year- it actually kind of sucks.  The odd thing is that I don't particularly hate my actual classes- it's more of the fact that I have no one- ever.  (I guess that's not entirely true, I do kind of have Crystal in Psychology.)  Anyway, getting into groups, I'm totally alone until someone is nice enough to ( Read more... )

Ewww, it's so ugly out right now!  It's making me feel kind of lazy.  Luckily, I have very little to do today, although I haven't done any of my chores.  Oh well, I really don't want to- I'm far too busy doing nothing.  
Sooo, first week of school was all right.  Nothing too interesting.  I'm all alone, though, in everything!  I don't have any ( Read more... )

Oh-my-gosh, Lauren and I are having the most entertaining conversation!
Best Hi-light includes:
Sharkbait73189: i think u need to let her know that ur not interested
timeturner101: It's like I'm being solicited something- I feel like I'm going to tell a girl scout that I don't want her cookies
Sharkbait73189: haha
timeturner101: Seriously
Okay, now keep ( Read more... )

South Pacific was really good.  It was so much fun.  However, I was by far the youngest person in the theatre who was watching the play.  Everyone else (besides my mom) was at least forty years older than me.  I'm not saying that's a bad thing, but it was kind of weird.  The music was great, the acting incredible.  The Bed and Breakfast we stayed ( Read more... )