I have so much love in my heart. And I have everything a guy could ask for. I asked for it all. I just want to make my life work. I think this will work ( Read more... )

so. i haven't slept. i saw my mom off at the door, and watched as she pulled out of the driveway, and around the corner. then i went out to my car. i spent about a half hour fixing my bowl. brittany broke the plastic from my ghetto bong out into it. so i sat there and melted the plastic, and worked it out ( Read more... )

I've been thinking. I'd really like to start a commune. For real. I have some people I know I'd like to live there, and I'm sure they would have people they would like to live there. And I'm sure there will be people that just visit. That's okay. But I'd really like to live in a commune. I'd really like to be surrounded by the people I love, ( Read more... )

So I have been listening to the radio a lot. Which is really bizarre, because I haven't listened to the radio for like 4 years. And now, I am so often in my car, and my ipod is fried, that I have been listening to the radio. And so tonight I was smoking a spliff driving around in the van, and this song came on that I really liked. REALLY. And ( Read more... )

It's all falling apart. My seams are starting to stretch and show ( Read more... )

Yeah. That's nice, but I really don't care I think.

I don't like who I am becoming with you.

This is miserable. This always fucking happens.

Why does this always happen.

It's really not worth getting up in the morning, is it?

Wow. I didn't go to sleep last night. I didn't go to sleep at 4, because I know that if I had I would have slept all day again today. So I stayed up ( Read more... )

I am an insomniac. Which is why this distresses me so ( Read more... )

Basically, I don't know what I want from my life ( Read more... )

Because of Brittany, Scrabble is taking over our lives ( Read more... )