I didn't even know this still existed. Reading all my old posts on here, and man I was a depressed kid. Are any of you still alive and looking? If you are would you even still remember me after all this time? Ahhh growing up.....

so yeah, I now live in Dallas, Tx.

yeah, so its been an interesting weekend. i had the time of my life with a girl named jodie that i took out friday, shes wonderful. my ex is now dating my best friend ( fuck that shit its wrong ) but i think shes just doin it to try an get me back. reason i think that is last night she was all up on me an tryin to kiss me when he wasnt around ( Read more... )

so yeah, ive been dating this wonderful girl shes absoultely amazing. im totally infatuated with her, lol, and i can already see the darkness forming on the horizon. its an endless cycle, why do i keep trying?

oh heres a pic of her btw

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well all i do now is work and sleep. all my friends are gone or i am unable to reach them, and even if i could get ahold of them they live too far and i have no money or reliable transportation. my shrink says im a genius, i think hes an idiot...lol. i need something to do other than pay bills and work, i dont think i can handle this kind of ( Read more... )

well folks, been a long time since i wrote in here. im jobless, homeless and seing a shrink now...ummm...other than that lifes okay i guess.

Later Ryan, enjoy the long sleep in the grave. You outlived your expectancy by 10 years, but not nearly long enough for your friends you left behind. Ill always remember our times at BSU and afterwards. Drunken excapades and conquests. Acid enduced insanity. Girls we fought over. Everything inbetween. 23 is too young, but you lived a fuller ( Read more... )

I lay off the drug use, I get myself outta debt and start doing things the right way and ya know thats supposed to make things better in life. No it doesnt, now i got cops watching me, when i dont even have the drugs anyrmore...wtf, plus the girl who i layed off the drugs because decided to tell me last night that things werent gonna wiork cuz i ( Read more... )

wow, been a long time since ive wrote an entry in here. not much new in life, single thinner and generally happier. got laid last night by this chick, god she was hot and cool as hell, to bad its just a fuck buddy lol. dont know what else to write, when i got nothing to bitch about i dont really feel like telling everyone...lol