countdown..10 work days till im outta here. Back to St. Louis, back to the good times, good people. I don't even know how to pack or prepare for it since im leaving most of my large stuff behind until i get settled for good. I don't need a TV thats for sure, my bed and furniture was stolen by my sister piece by piece over the course of the last ( Read more... )

so on my way to work i looked at the bank clock. 86degrees. can't argue with it i always liked that feeling of wearing a black shirt in the sunlight when you feel the fibers heat up as they absorb the energy. its similar getting into a car that has been in the sun for a bit but isn't really hot. just a warm energy you feel on your skin. anyway ( Read more... )

omg ive got soo much to do and only...13hours to do it. /sarcasm-off. i am the king of procrastination and have to read 200 page boring book and write 1000 words analyzing the social/religious/political aspects of 12th century Englands civilization. yeah. im not too thrilled but hey! ive got plenty of things to distract me and im 3 red bulls into ( Read more... )

short day. i wish it was the opposite. work too much, don't really need to play. school is a source of agitation...what do i do. my sleep cycle is completely out of whack, i don't know why i can't fix that..nyquill, liquor, lunesta...tried them in excess and didn't work. i still can't sleep before 6am. /sigh

that word get used too much. Ever notice how after you repeat something enough times it loses its meaning? emphasis, weight, purpose. I want to think that i missed out on something or maybe i made a turn away from the flow. i can think of one path choice that would have caused this but i almost want to say it happened before that. I think i was ( Read more... )

so my friend 'mimi' is suffering through a crush. It seems that almost anything reminds me of something ive lived through and can make me smile to remember it. I always defined and categorized my relationships based on their content. When im head over heels crazy for a woman and i can't have her i push it into crush stage which makes it easier to ( Read more... )

the call of the rooster! begghhhaaaaaaaat! he cried out in the middle of the walmart cleaning supplies isle. That was this vicious creatures territory and all who entered were confronted with this short stocky humble and aggressive creature we all knew as lance. He was quite the entertainer and a good friend too. Always quick with a smile or a ( Read more... )

the weather seems to lift ones mood. My room in in a cool space of the house because it gets pretty hot here in the summer time. I expected the outside temp to be a few degrees warmer so i dressed in fleece and my windproof jacket. REI FTW!! (for the win) The sun is shining and a gentle breeze bending the trees as i walk through the doorway. ( Read more... )

ever heard a guitar cry? ever cried because of a guitar? take out 'guitar' and insert any musical intrument including anything you might have created..5 gallon water jug, desk top, empty soda can, key-ring, bottles, blender..the list goes on. Musical moments are amazing, i remember travelling to pittsburgh on 7-28-00 for Rusted Roots come back ( Read more... )

hallmark anyone? really need a particular day to celebrate someone you care about? i think its such a popular day because all the people who are romantically starved try to make ammends to their equally starved partner and show them that the fire is not dead just unable to toast a marshmallow. :)