I think my cat wants to have sex with me. Ever since we got her spayed, she's been kinda strange. Crying at me, sticking her ass up and rubbing it on me... This probably belongs in a LJ secrets post, but I don't think anyone would believe me... I'm the only person who she'll let pick her up...

Hey, I have a live journal... I forgot.

*sigh

Haven't posted to lj in a long assed time. I've been in 3 hospitals since then, and I've gotten better, but now I got a whole lot worse. I really don't want to go back to another hospital, but I feel like it may come to that. I'm just sitting by myslef contemplating my future, and needing a friend.

depressed

Grr. What has happened since last I posted? various councilors, psychiatrists, doctors, have all given their two cents as to what is wrong with me, one suggesting that I should get serotonin from my gut, another suggesting I had ADHD. I know for a fact I'm not hyperactive, I feel down for no reason, and my grades have been declining because I have ( Read more... )

I have so many things I want to say, but they all try and escape at once, so I can't seem to get them out.

Groar. Worst 24 hours ever. Did something incredibly stupid that will have consequences for a long long long time. Based it on an impulse in a "dream I had". Fucking bullshit ( Read more... )

I know a gal ( Read more... )

I am suffering from Emily Tetreault withdrawl,

which is rather weird.

I have let her know through some media's.

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