I flipped out yesterday...bad times...i've been doing some thinking...im gonna try and set myself straight...yeah...

I need to calm the fuck down. Im always so pissed off at everything. Fuck this...fuck that...sometimes i just think everythings stupid but i cant live like that. I want to settle down...Im done with drugs...for good. I cant stop smoking so..yeah. i dont know. I guess im so pissed off all the time because everyone seems so happy. So content..and im ( Read more... )

stop telling me to cheer up...dont tell me to fuckin look at the bright side. thats not what i want. i just want to sleep forever. goodnight to my expression. Sandman my truth. Good night.

I had a great weekend but im too pissed off right now to care nor explain what happened. I havnt been this pissed off in a while. Fuck...someone needs to calm me down

I kinda wonder what goes through your head...what you think about me without the i dont want to hurt your feelings kinda cover. Maybe im doomed to keep this thought...but atleast with this thought i could never be let down. Silence is the answer.

Well...i was gonna post a long post...then it got lost...but ill prolly end up writing another long one...hmmm yep. So i was supposed to leave to go to cali on saturday..so i thought. in the early ass morning i got everything ready...about to leave...told patrick to meet me a LAX at 9...then i read the itenerary and it says sunday. i was like FUCK ( Read more... )

THe funniest joke. It's watching someone get walked all over by someone else...and im not doing anything about it. is it helarious or cruel? haha

Apathy really is the best medicine. i should prolly be really pissed or something...but im not. im acually in a really good mood. Note to self: Think more often

Fuck you bitch.

You fucking whore.

Yeah i said it.

Fret your pretty face.

Im an asshole.

You should have expected it.

No...I should have expected it.

Stay out of my head.

And ill stop killing yours.

guess what!? yeah thats right. You got it. you win a prize. another pissed off depressing mood. yay.

The heat off my head is making me dizzy.

The dizziness is making me all heated.

its a never ending cycle of ass.

maybe ill let you guys know my feelings. but dont count on it.