If you're trying to find yourself then ( Read more... )

The instability and fragility of perspective is used frequently by the enemy to His advantage ( Read more... )

My pulse still beating
lungs still breathing
But i dont feel alive...

connecting to
something new
an ember deep inside.

what would you say.
If id listen?
what would be experienced.
if id quiet down

Just quiet down
please quiet down....

"The soul expands to contain its treasure, the smaller the treasure....well.... you know the rest."

they will be my people ( Read more... )

such a mighty blow.
so low.

caught me off gaurd.

and from such a strong throw.

and im out cold.

from extreems comes numbness.....always......

and here. nothing makes sense.

why would it though? there is nothing to stand on?

so hopefully i wont be here for long.

when you circle in failure its hard to retake control.

spirit of redemption
minister to me.

1 O LORD, hear my prayer ( Read more... )

its wierd how all that is inside of me
has latly not been all that i have been expressing.

does that make sense?

what i mean to say is.

there is life inside of me. joy. hope. love. all these wonderfull things.

and it seems that more than often. it has been the oppisite that has come out.

geeze.

"sometimes there are people that give up all hope. and leave themselves hollow and empty. subseptible to far greater attacks. from things bigger then they could ever handle themselves. and they end up in places that take them out....."