ive had like an episode a day lately
my brain is sooooo shaky.
and painful.

sometimes i get scared. but mostly not.

maybe i should be?
I don't know.

life as we know it
amazing show!

today should be interesting.

I had a nice little two tears cry ( Read more... )

I found the best strategy ( Read more... )

My friend who I have met & contacted via msn has been exceptionally sad lately and i havent been able to lift her spirits ( Read more... )

I have a problem
I buy a shit load of food, then think there is nothing to eat and go out and buy more.

my fridge is full and i find nothing appealing

I'm going to start back on my journals tonight. I think thats a good idea.

I was dignosed today with anxiety disorder. which can cause seizures I guess but maybe not. my proff said OMG YES YOU ARE SOOOO AN ANXIETY PERSON in the good way teachers say it. my meeting with him was suppose to be 10 minutes, it was 30 and people were waiting too.

The nice ( Read more... )

I know everyone says 'a boy' will show up when you least expect it.

But seriously? 2 years is CLEARLY enough time.

I'm sick and tired of playing the waiting game.

Come out come out whereever you are.

ps. this doesn't mean that I'm waiting for THEM to make a move. I haven't actually met more than like 5 guys this whole year.

Reading week for me starts tomorrow at 1pm basically. I don't listen in that class anyways, but still. I have to be up for it ( Read more... )

apparently i have a seizure disorder. or thats what they think

saturday i had a 'motor seizure' says my mom.
i was shaking so bad my mom couldnt stop me.

i'm just alright with it.