my heart is shatteresd into a million pices i don't know what to do? rob wants time apart from each other but i cant do it. i have been up for the past wee hours just texing him crying and out by myself alone. for someone to do this to me again for the fourth tome i cant bare anymore. i feel so sick to my stomache, beacuse i feel so hurt by what he ( Read more... )

hey, i just feel so damn bored tonight and there isn't nothing to do. i miss my hunny pie, he is still at work, i hope he doesn't get home too damn late because i would love to see him ( Read more... )

well, i just got off the phone with my boyfriend right now and things didn't sound right with him. tonight he and billy (my highschool friend) just ended a 7 year friendship because of me. i have always knonwn deep down inside of me that something like this was going to happen.i fell like the guilty one here. i don't know what to do anymore. i know ( Read more... )

i can't belive what just happend not long ago. i was sittingon my boyfriends bed watching tv and we just started busllshitting like we normally do everynight of the week. but somthing happend and i really took it to heart. he said something like i need new friends, because im tired of these friends that i have now so i told him het get yourself new ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i last wrote in you. these past few days have been kind of tough on me, but i don't know why? there are some questions that i can not see to answer for myself. i see my self drifting away from my boyfriend rob. i don't know where i am anymore with my relationship with him anymore? am i scared because our relationship is ( Read more... )

GOD DAMN IT! what the fuck is it today with people? it seems like eveybody has something up there ass. im trying to be nice here an everyone is yelling at me left and right. what the hell did i do to you? well look at me i shouldn't be talking, i am doing the same thing to everybody.

today was supose to be an exciting day for me. i was supose to go skiing for the first time today with my hunny and his little cousin christopher.what happend to me was that i got sick this morning. i woke up with a sore throught and headache...because last night i went to hang out with my cousins maria and massimo. i didn't drink much last night ( Read more... )

hmmm...well, tonight i was sure hoping to go out on the town with my friends and boyfriend. but NO! he decides to go to atlantic city at 10:00pm (asshole). before he left for his destination we talked on the phone and on the computer like we always do. he asked me if i wanted to go but i said no, because i feel like i would be tagging along with ( Read more... )

it's 12:29 am and im lost with words to say, these past few days were very boring for me because one i didn't have a computer to go on, two my boyfriend was at work wednesday all until thursday morning and it sucked because i couldn't hang out with him at all and 3rd if i was watching televsion there was nothing on and nothing to do at all. my ( Read more... )

what is love? anybody? im still trying to figure it out and see how it is for myself. from my experince i have been in and out of love probly twice. one was with a former boyfriend named william, wich was my first love and one that i am in love with now rob, and i am still learing how love really works ( Read more... )