I went out the last two nights. I was happy where i was in my life and now i feel like i'm back at having nothing. I have nothing figured out and no real way idea of what i want to do. How does some one decided after so long that they don't want to be with some one. I don't know what happend to me when i became so unsure of myself. If i could find ( Read more... )

I like to go out but i like to go out every once in a while. By going out i mean like going to fourth or bar hopping or partying and getting drunk. I don't understnad how people can be 30 or older and still wanna do that. Like every weekend. To me it's pathetic but i guess i'm just "old." I can't imagine my only high light of my weekend would be ( Read more... )

I remember when i would come home and write on here and see what everyone else had to say about the day or week. Now going on fb it's just short meaningless blurbs. I feel so unconnected to people. I realised how much i don't even talk to my coworkers. Probably a good thing cuz all they do is party. Today i was so motivated to get the ball rolling ( Read more... )

Two more weeks of actual school. Than 200 hours of extern. Than i have to study for my certification exam and than i get to apply for jobs! After that i still have a lot to do. Well i'm off to clean and bedtime.

I don't know how so many people who are lazy still have jobs. Seriously today i didn't try my hardest it i feel bad. I hate picking up others slack just cuz they don't wanna work. I use to love my job and i had such a bitch for a manager. Now i miss her so much lol. I need to get a new job and go back to school or something :(

i hate appyling for jobs. i suck at interviews. why do we need money so bad.

im so bored. im at work and there is nothing to do. i just tought i would pass time and write in this since i havent in such a long time. ok im gonna wait 15 more min of no real work.

i have a lot on my mind. i'm planning a vacation soon. i hope i can save some money so i can have fun! i have lots to do!

i have work at 7am i went to bed at 9pm. My dog woke me up and now i can't get back to sleep :(

Tucson is too hot. I liked being in minnesota it's still not exactly what i want and i'm sure i'd hate the winter but so far it's a lot better than here. I want to move.