I've lost the two things I love the most. Dance and some guy who wants nothing to do with me. I hated to admit I am miserable.

Today has been great. I love hanging out with people I never see and them calling me to say they miss me. Haha. Matt is coming over right now before he leaves to the Marines monday. Last night I went with Jose to lan and we went to the Manhatten Beach pier and walked around. It was fun. And today I met someone new and he was really cool and awesome ( Read more... )

I like to think of drug abuse as being one of the ways out to escape from my problems. I have quit in the past but recently started using again. People who have never tried drugs in their life will never understand the difficulties it takes for someone, like me, to stop using. I really could stop if I wanted to, but I am undergoing so much ( Read more... )

It is not that I am oblivious to the world around me. I have been through many things and I know a lot that goes on. I have a hard time understanding things and most of the time I do not like to take things seriously. Life is to short to be miserable. I like to try to be happy and stay out of situations that may make me depressed. But in most ( Read more... )

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Life is a game.

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I want to love. But I can't love the someone who can't love me for me.

So I went to the Hellogoodbye concert Friday with Aj, Billy, and their friend Robbie who was visting. Morgan did not go though :/ It was really fun and it really cheered me up a whole bunch. I danced so much and it was so crowded in there that I was,literally, dripping sweat and had other's people sweat on me. Haha. During The Rocket Summer people ( Read more... )

I miss Andrew.