it used to smell like chlorine and urban tomato stands ( Read more... )

i hate the heat.

the more i reread this chapter of trout fishing in america, the more i love it. you should read it, too.

( by richard brautigan )

just need to write the first half of my screenplay and i'm done ( Read more... )

right now i am in my little bedroom corner in mahopac trying to write the beginning of my screenplay, finally. my hair is crazy wavy i don't know why, and tangled, and i'm wearing my old, old dweeb glasses, and a bathrobe, and i look like i've gone absolutely crazy ( Read more... )

these past two weeks have been so crazy good and so terribly terrible that i don't know how to end this sentence. who knew i could be so happy and so flipping angry all in the same hours. lots of good fun and lots of disappointment. lots of headaches. lots of imitrex. lots of jack daniels. but a lot of love. IT'S ALL ABOUT THE LOVE FOLKS ( Read more... )

so you know that now. guess i've kind of forgottten about the whole updating aspect of this thing.

it absolutely amazes me what your mind stores. how much. how many tiny tiny details.
maybe just mine.

gummy sharks and cd cellophane and the fire tower i've never been to.

the thing is, i am a huge tool, and would much rather play this game than tell you about my life and travels etcetera. i will say that my boyfriend is in india and it is only closing in on 11 pm in california so that makes it okay that little old grandma me is still awake ( Read more... )

the thing is, anyone who knows me knows the amount of resolve i have. as in, not a lot. stubbornness abounds, but actually changing? pfft. so instead of making semi-attainable goals that i will feel bad about not accomplishing, i will instead resolve to do impractical if not impossible things. that i really want. so this way, if they don't happen ( Read more... )

i still have not seen munich, or rent (which i don't have hope for), or chronicles of narnia, or anything else that came out last week or will come out in december. also i am not putting in capote til i stay awake through the whole thing. so this is a tentative list. even more so because i know i'm forgetting things and i'm also very indecisive ( Read more... )

i haven't actually been tagged for this, but it's filled my friends page lately. and i wanna play! mostly cause i do have a final tomorrow. oh phooey.

( twenty things about me )