WHY do i do this to myself, over and over again.  Getting myself more and more confused and buried in the hole that i call my life.

I dont kno what to think or what to beileve, when things get outta control and at the time u just dont stop it, and u just dont care.  And then u wake up the next morning and u dont wanna be that person, and u ( Read more... )

i want other rents..but then i come home and there drunk??/

danniele is passed out on my floor, i dunno what to do haha

i saw him tonite, and nothing........thank the lord

i want to have fun, but at the same time i wanna be different

i do things i dont wanna do, but want to at the same time.........

man im hungrey

why is life like this, all the time

a part of me is lost and will never be back, plz put me back 2gether

ur still in my heart when i try so hard to get u out

i wish u wud leave me

i hate drama enough said

some ppl will never understand me, no matter how hard they try or how hard they fight with me im beginning to ( Read more... )

so last nite i had mad fun. me meghan danni(danielle) kris adam and trevor were all gonna go to danni"s dads apt. cuz he went out of town, but of course we have horrable luck and he didnt leave till today, but thank god she has THE coolest brother ever and he let us come over ( Read more... )

well tech its not stil my b day anymore but we ( Read more... )

wow so i havent updated my journal..well ever haha i never saw a point to it, always thinking that ppl wud either never look at it, or that ppl wud and i wouldnt want them to know what i realli thought ( Read more... )

wow! this is exciten lol, my frist entry in my livejournal...im so happy i dunno what to say lol...