So i feel like im gettin pushed too far. At first i thought it was what i wanted to do. And now that I know im able to do it, im not sure if i want it anymore. I mean maybe knowing that im good enough for it was all that i needed. Maybe it wasn't the actually goin through with it that i wanted. But now i feel like im stuck and i can't refuse what ( Read more... )

I am just so unbelievably stressed out right now... There's just no words for it. Not sure what the fuck im doin anymore, really don't...

Im so incredibly confused with life right now. Like with everything. *sigh* what to do, what to do?????

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Hmmm... I've finally declared that i live the most boring life EVER. But i guess that's not a bad thing. I'm keepin myself out of trouble, im saving money, and I'm actually doin alright ( Read more... )

This entry, for once, isn't gonna be a "i hate the world" speech. I think I'm finally gettin my life together. For the past couple years I've been in this depressed state of mind that i couldn't get out of, no matter how hard i've tried. About 2 months ago it got really bad to the point where i stopped talkin to everyone except 2 people. I needed ( Read more... )

sooooooooooo yeah, im an emotional mess today. My nerves are starting to get to me. How can i be so sure of something and be so confident and then all of a sudden my stomach just aches every time i think about it? I haven't been this nervous in a lonnnng ass time. I think everything finally hit me today because it's comin up so soon. I just cant ( Read more... )

I remember when all the games began ( Read more... )

So where to begin.... i dont even know. I dont know what's really goin on with me lately. Im just so on edge for like the past week. And no it's not "that time of month" either. I've been havin my anxiety attacks again, yay for me. I went almost 2 years without havin them. Even when everything was goin on with my grandma i wasn't gettin them, so ( Read more... )

hmmmm... where to start? Things are goin alright for me i guess. Few bumps in the road but hopefully everything will smooth out ( Read more... )