He literally ran out on me today.

Funny how about ten minutes earlier I was in this complete state of bliss. God this little thing just makes me so mad. I don't know how to deal with it ( Read more... )

Wow. Time just seriously flies by. I think it has to do with my memory problem, and lack of motivation. Hey now, I can't be hard on myself.. I am taking things one-day-at-a-time ( Read more... )

So I am working at Wafer Tech now. It's pretty awesome. I make good money, and I work nine hour shifts ( Read more... )

I really need to move out of my mom's house.. really bad ( Read more... )

Sometimes things fall to pieces right before your eyes, and there is nothing you can do but watch it all crumble. Other times your world has crumbled, and you are left standing alone long before you had ever expected.

I don't want this to fall.

I don't know how grand t hings are anymore. The last few weeks we have been arguing, bickering, and not "making love." This is killing me. I don't know what's going on ( Read more... )

I am walking ( Read more... )

think i'm going for a walk now ( Read more... )

I have still yet to get enrolled into school. I am thinking about waiting until spring. I am going to Portland Community College. I really can't wait to get started, i have just not kept my shit together you know? I am currently at Joshua's house. He is still in bed, and i can't sleep.. I fell asleep really early so i woke up around one AM and hung ( Read more... )