Ugh, this has been the worst possible week ever. I wrote in the last entry about how I would do whatever I needed to do in order ot keep the relationship together. I knew that there was a problem. I could feel that he was angry with me and that he was frustrated. For what reason I had no idea. So on wednesday night he came to my house and wanted to ( Read more... )

Gosh, I don't know how we always get to this point. I manage to piss my boyfriend off and he wants to break up. It is a recurring thing that happens in our relationship. I have managed to skirt responsibility for much of what is wrong in our relationship. I think this could be one of the biggest reasons why we have problems. I am not sure why I do ( Read more... )

So I guess a little about myself. I am in a weird stage of life right now, lost a job, collecting unemployment, and in school. Things are a little weird for me and I'm not real sure what exactly I want to do with my life or if I want to continue pursuing the degree plan that I have been on for over a year and a half. It's weird because I sometimes ( Read more... )