i dyed my hair today with alex, its now bright pink
woot i love it so much but my family thinks i'm a freak
i love being the freak
:)

accidental friends tonight

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The ( Read more... )

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( Over me came the feeling that i'd never win )

sometimes the hardest part is saying goodbye
because you just don't want to have to turn your back on someone and walk away
and it rips up your heart and you feel stupid
because your sad and your wondering why you say hello
and then you turn to see him smiling
and you remeber
thats right
love

why oh why did i get up today?
its like the whole world was out to bring up the painfullest memories of my past and make me suffer all over again. i wish i had stayed in bed and stopped breathing for 24 hours.
i feel like total shit today

it built up like a tower, a monument in the dark, you tried to keep it a secret...oh uh oh
yeah i'm sleepy but happy and sad and hopfull
i wish it was friday for my two day no school fix

ahhh the people
tell me your sob stories

i was thinking the other last night as i lay on colleens couch and tried desperately to sleep, about how your best years are when your like 17-30. a brawd (sp?) range but to me thats where it is. because i thought about how bitter everyone becomes as they get older. and i'm not saying its wrong, in fact i think its just the opisite, just another ( Read more... )