i want... a fucking cigarette!!!!!
....i'm having a really bad craving.....ugh fuck....

the sky is this deep blue today, its beautifull against whats left of the fall leaves
theres no clouds, just this big open sky, and even the grass is this bright green. eveything in nature is just perfect today

but it all seems so wrong

woot i didn't know we had thursday and friday off...that makes my day

i spent to much money today...like...way over board i'm not even going to say. but i had fun doing all that spending for other people, and at least most of my christmass shopping is done.
*not wanting to go to work*
oh well i might as well get ready for it

so being sick for three days is never fun. all i didn was watch frigin TV and i don't even like tv. the doctor said its either a virus or my lyme acting up again. what fun i hate lyme soooooooo much ( Read more... )

i'm starting to regret a lot, and its making me twitch and shake.
i think i'm colder then winter sometimes.

i don't like myself today

back ( Read more... )

yesterdays field trip: AWESOME *funky dance*

today and the whoel weekend + monday....canada!

see you all on tuesday!

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY MATHEW!
...sorry i'm gonna miss it
:(

how can i be happy at times such as these ( Read more... )

so i had an embaressing day at work ( Read more... )

( sex talk )