It's so hard to feel so lost when all you want to do is be found. I have never felt as lost as I do lately I really have no idea who I need to be anymore. I'm always myself but I don't know who I need to be for the people around me. Its so hard not to know whether its better for me to stay or to go. I don't want to leave but I don't know how to ( Read more... )

So last year around this same time I posted that I believed my Christmas was going to suck... I was right . This year the holidays are coming and I have a lot more friends whom I can turn to when my father loses his mind but I still can't even imagine what is going to come of Christmas this year. We're going back to my aunts house for Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

I need to find someone who wants ME! Are you out there?

To the one who leads me on:
If I am someone that you really want. Tell ME! The ball is in your court. If you go back to her please don't expect me to listen to you!

I hate movies. I hate watching movies or going to classes and realizing that my love life is nil. I am entirely void of all male interest in me emotionally and it is beginning to make me crazy. I can't believe that I keep turning to people who don't care for me in an emotional way and I hate it. I've never been with someone who wanted to treat me ( Read more... )

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yes i posted yay for me i'll be on again in nine weeks. i don't like posting i have nothing interesting to say break was boring and now i'm back in school in class and not working yay me

10 days till christmas this time last year i felt the same. I haven't lost weight, i'm still worried about getting sick, I hate my family more and more every day, and christmas isn't coming to my house. I hate christmas right but i'm making a resolution. I'm gonna go on a diet and i'm not going to cop out on it. my mom and i are losing weight and i ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to think that Christmas this year is going to royally blow balls. PS MY FAMILY SUCKS

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You're a Freaky Kisser
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