Ok so im back from my trip to New Jersey. I have to admit i enjoyed myself although my first few days werent the best but things took a turn on Friday night when it seemed as though that night was going to be as boring as the two days before it. Nothing to exciting things seemed as me my cousin Alison and her friend went to their local diner. On ( Read more... )

Ok so i know it's been like forever and a day since i've updated my journal but i've finally decided to fill you all in on my pathetic life that i lead. Where to begin??? Well i guess i can start by saying that me and Brandon are no longer together and that it didnt end so well but now after a little time apart i think we might be able to maintain ( Read more... )

Ok so its dinner time and i should be eating with my family right? Wrong i just totally lost my appatite thanks to the help of my loving cousin Chris who i was excited about seeing but now i wonder why. He's such a fucking asshole. Anytime he says something rude to me and i make a comment back i get in trouble but he some how doesnt and he's 26 ( Read more... )

Ok Ok i know that im really bad at updating my journal but i never really have time and when i do it seems to because i have something on my mind which usually has something to do with a guy. In this case i find myself in New Jersey alone in a computer room thinking an awful lot. Brandon is once again on my mind and even though we're no longer i ( Read more... )

Ok so its been a long time since last time i wrote in here but desprate times call for desprate measures. But i need to get things off my chest... im barley hanging on, im torn to pieces. I miss him sooo much and i didnt think i would, its over right? So why the hell do i care? I dont know where to turn for the first time in awhile im lost.

Ok I know that i havent typed in here in like forever but i need to get things off my chest. Me and Brandon have been going out for nine months but things have been going down hill, things arent like they used to be. Brandon's right im not happy anymore. Everthing is fights all the time, and th fights always deal with my wrong doing. Recently on ( Read more... )

God i wish i was back in Florida. Don't get me wrong i love being with my family but i just had enough here, im getting VERY home sick. I miss my friends and i especially miss my boyfriend. Speaking of which i think im starting to fall for him hard core and that scares me. I havent felt this way about someone in over 2years, and to tell you the ( Read more... )

Sorry, but once again it takes me for ever to update my journal. I hope this makes you happy James!!! LOL
Anyways.....im currently in New Jersey visiting family which is always fun for the first week......and i have a month!!! I miss home so much especially my friends *Tracy*

Hey sorry it's been awhile, it's just that i havent had time to sit at my computer and update my journal.But i'll fill you in on my life...........hmmmm let's see i have a boyfriend, i no longer live in my house, i now live in an apartment in Coconut Creek,i've been at work alot lately, last night i went on a yacht for a sweet 16, i had fun. And i ( Read more... )

Well this is the latest news on me....... I am sooo happy because im kinda with someone at the present time and o my God where do i even start with how much i like him. I can tell that he's a definite keeper no if's, ands, or but's about that. My gut feeling tells me that we're gonna be together longer than anyone else i've ever been with,and thanx ( Read more... )