Firsts ( Read more... )

I miss the look of surrender in your eyes ( Read more... )

Right now I am sitting in the computer lab waiting for call from my mom on how the court date went for the boys.. I hope it goes well.. I dont know if our family can take much more dissapointment.. Something good has to happen right?? Or so I'm hoping.. So pretty much all I have been doing is school and work.. Kinda sucks, but I guess it keeps me ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't written in this thing in ages.. Well, I'll start of by saying that I hope everyone has a Great Thanksgiving. So, I have taken a lot of needed time to myself lately.. I know that some people think that I'm pushing people away for a reason, but truth is, I really did just need some time to myself to think things through and get things ( Read more... )

I still remember the night we met ( Read more... )

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It's been a year now ( Read more... )

This past week, my head has been spinning in so many different directions it is crazy.. I keep pretending that this month is not september. I was talking to pj tonight which made me feel a little better, but it stil hurts. I really just want all of this pain to go away.. I dont want to miss him. I dont want to long for him, for his voice, or his ( Read more... )

So, last night I went out.. I had so much fun. I wasn't sure how things were going to go, but I ended up having a blast.. It made me really happy to be around him. Things I wanna say are weird, but weird in a good way. I think Chris is right. I haven't been taking the time to make myself happy. I have been more concerned about what other people ( Read more... )

SO I had fun this weekend...On Friday I went to see Kaylee.. She is beautiful. On Saturday we had a party for Carrie's birthday. It was fun.. We played Asshole.. I had a great talk with Chris that actually kept me there, and not leaving on something I can't really control. He always seems to point out the obvious for me. I know that he didn't have ( Read more... )