hey guys. once again i find myself not being able to sleep. i keep wondering if i really love stephen. sometimes im not to sure you know
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stephan and you have a hard relationship. you werent at all ready for what life threw you but you tried to take it as it came, and were basically forced from teen to adult over night. its normal for you to ponder what could of or should have been, and if things dont work out, its not like you are chained to him. your life doesnt stop when you have a baby, your priorities are just changed.
as for those questions i dont know them, because im not dead yet. you arnt either hun.
I hate to sound cold and insensitive, but I am, so bare with me.
You need to realize that the baby, and I got his picture, he's adorable, is the biggest priority in your life. I'm sure you realize this, but I just want to reiterate. If you think you don't love stephen, well sorry, but you need to think of the baby first, you second. I know being forced to grow up sucks, but we all grow up some time, so bare with that too. Sorry for being rude if you think I was.
no u were not being rude. i am thinking about the baby. thats why i havent left yet. i dont want my baby to grow up with out a father. so i miss you when do you come in again?
I come home may somethingth..nothing is set in stone, they could keep me here until Dec 29th 2008 if they wanted(thats when my enlistments up). I should be home and in pittsburgh some time in June.
if you are talking about friday the 19th, then yeah I can babysit because i do not have school that day. If you are talking about the 19th, then just call me and tell me...
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as for those questions i dont know them, because im not dead yet.
you arnt either hun.
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You need to realize that the baby, and I got his picture, he's adorable, is the biggest priority in your life. I'm sure you realize this, but I just want to reiterate. If you think you don't love stephen, well sorry, but you need to think of the baby first, you second. I know being forced to grow up sucks, but we all grow up some time, so bare with that too. Sorry for being rude if you think I was.
- Matt
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Love,
Becky
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