we said goodbye, tried our hand at magic ( Read more... )

i havent posted in forever but i read kady and lisa's all the time (yes i do because even if i dont show it i still love you guys and really care about how you are feeling). anyway for some odd reason i'm feeling good today and i havent taken an aderrall yet so i figured i'd fill out this survey. it might be kinda funny cuz i'm in a weird mood ( Read more... )

theres nothing you can do about
the things you have to live without
the only way to see again
is let love in

ok so i'm updating but not much. i wanted to fill out the survey lisa did because i thought it was cool. plus it basically gives you an idea of what i'm thinking right now...if you are bored enough to read it all ( Read more... )

some guy to give me butterflies
some guy to make me feel alive
somethings gotta give.

summer. here. we'll play it by ear. but its already shaping up to be better than last summer. no tears yet. close but not yet. but then again its only the end of may. hmmm.

i used to pride myself on not being self consious on not caring what other people thought of me of loving my body and my self well its not true completely why couldnt i go swimming like the rest of the girls what the fuck is wrong with me i hate my body i know thats true its not that i care what other people think its what i think of myself and i ( Read more... )

how many times do we hear....live life by the moment, dont take things for granted, love dont hate...etc etc. we are told this almost every day of our life but how many of us actually listen? none ( Read more... )

i'm bored but i hate writing on this stupid computer. its very complicated. (i'll take a picture so you understand). time differences suck, i have so much stuff to do and i have to call the states but its not even 9 o clock there yet. i'm not pessimistic i swear haha. going to dublin next week, amsterdam at the end of october, i know you're jealous ( Read more... )

so dont tell juice but ive spent way too much money since ive been here. i guess im kinda happy that we got screwed for classes and have 19 hours each week because now we dont have time to go out and spend money.

other than that im loving it here. nice was beautiful. amazing. wait till you see pics.

if you decide to get drunk in the south of france bring someone with you...who is partly sober...otherwise youll never make it back. just a warning haha.