OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!! Chris said it back!!! he brought me home after work and we were standing on my front porch at like 12:45 in the AM and every time I tried to say goodnight and go inside he'd grab my beltloops and pull me back for another kiss. I could totally tell he was stalling for something, but me being a black blonde, I couldn't figure ( Read more... )

okay, I believe that this is my LJ and I'm pretty sure I can write about what ever the fuck I want to. This is supposed to be for writing down feelings that you can't otherwise express. I could give a flying fuck what anyone else thinks...you dont like it, uh stop reading morons!

went to the mall with Melissa and Amanda...bought new panties @ V.C. Chris is way excited. tee and hee indeed. lol Beth.

I've felt really like.....sick the last week. My stomech has been all funky and I feel like I need to throw up but I cant. Blah

okay, these are way old entries that I havent been able to inout bc of being grounded. here goes ( Read more... )

ok...I now have more limited computer time cuz I'm home, but w/e I'll update as much as possible, k guys ( Read more... )

hey...if we dont care...why are we still talkin about it!! Gee theres a dumb fuckin question ( Read more... )

okay.....as if my life cant get any worse, my "best friend" is "in love" with MY boyfriend. Okay first off, HELL THE FUCK NO. ok? is this clear with everyone?? okay good....moving along! I've been hanging out with Felisha ("my best friend") since I got back to WV. This whole time, I've been either using her cell phone, my grandmas phone or the ( Read more... )

okay, so I talked to (ANOTHER) Air Force Recruiter just so my Grandpa would be happy and quit hassaling me about it...wrong. now im even more hard pressed to make a desision that I dont feel like making anymore. This always happens to me. I work up the balls to decide that this is what I wanna do.....people fuck with me...I lose momentum to the ( Read more... )

JESUS FUCKIN CHRIST!!! Okay, everyone knows that I plan on joining the army right? I love my grandparents to death and everything but they are drivin me outta my damn tree!! This is MY damn life and I will do what the fuck I want with it. My grandpa called an made an appointment for an air force recruiter to come to the house at 10:00 tomorrow ( Read more... )

OMfucking god!!!! I hate all the bullshit thats been hapining recently...bear with me people ( Read more... )