Oh my god!! me an Chris are back together!!! Yay that gives me suck an uber happy!! the only thing draggin me down right now is that ppl in Wv wanna start dumb shit that I dont fuckin care about. I'm so over the young dumbass high school bullshit. I can't fuckin stand bein surrounded by all these fuckin morons! My ex of 3years Jamie has his gf ( Read more... )

Oh wow! today has been terrific! I talked to Chris until about 5:30 in the morning and then again when I woke up @ like 12:30!!! it's been a Chris filled day an I love it!! lol. i love him sososososossoossososossososososossossososososososossosossososososossosossosososossoosoooooo MUCH!!! blah, it's so full of love I wanna puke. but the thing that ( Read more... )

Okay, so I did fuck up extremly badly, but hey, @ least Chris still talks to me so I'm not complaining. I just can't find the words to explain to him why I did what I did. I don't think there really is any explination other tha the fact that I'm a raving bitch who doesn't think of anyone but herself. Yeah. sounds about right to me. *sigh* I hate ( Read more... )

omg im a fuckin dumbass. Chris was gona ask me back out when i came home an I fucked it up. I fuckin hate myself. I'm not comin home.....not unless im in a body bag. How the fuck could i be so god damn dumb? i hurt his feelings so badly, an i dont even know what to say for myself. will sum1 please shoot me?

wowowowowowowowowowowowowowowow! I talked to chris last night until like 430 AM! We had a really "deep sort of conversation. I loved it. I mean, I know to most people, Chris comes off as the dumb bodybuilder type bc all he really does is go to the Y, but I've known for a while that he can be really sweet to when he wants to be. But last night was ( Read more... )

OMG I havent updated in 4ever! First of all, hahahahahahahhaa...I graduated!!! ;P to all u underclassmen. Right now I'm @ el casa de la grammy, I just got here @ like 12in the AM. blech. Me and Chris are more than likely getting back together...YAY! he told me he loved me the other night before we got off the phone...again with the YAY! I'm really ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh guys!! it's finally fuckin over! this idotic school, with a fair amount of idotic people....I'll never have to see them again!! Although with the dumb people there are a few people who I will miss. Beth, Katy, Bobbie, J-Dub (Josh), Smeagol (Austin), Mike, Chris, Elliot, Rob, Rob, Mark, Nick, Chris, Erica, Liz, Robin, Brian, Ali, Sarah, ( Read more... )

HOLY MOTHER OF GOD!!!! CHRIS CALLED ME LAST NIGHT!! I'm such the happy camper right now....it's giggleriffic! Also, I finally got a chance to make up with Mike, the one who was supposed to take me to prom, on Monday! Although I didn't have as muchfun with him as I do with A.J I still had fun chillin with him. :P A.J. has taken it upon himself to ( Read more... )

At approx 5:00AM Huntington West Virginia, Megan Poston was killed because of a drug deal gone awry. Megan was one of my best friends, I loved her so much. I'm sorry Megan, I promised you, Sonya, and Karri that I would always be there to stick up for you and protect you no matter what, and I wasn't there. I'm sorry Megan for all the dumb fights, ( Read more... )

Got my Senior pictures done yesterday...they actually look kinda cute. I took one with a bunch of teddy bears. YAY! lol. I'm retarded. anyway....more high school drama. apparently messing with Eric wasn't a good idea bc one of my best friends likes him. Supposedly she told me, but I have no recolection of the event, lol. w/e I only have 6 days left ( Read more... )