that is the way i feel right now........horribly and incredibly fat. i ate so much food 2day bc i started n i keep craving everything. i start server training 2mrw @ lone star!!!!! woohoo!!! well it loox like im goin 2 gulf shores wed w/ babs, dan, n the putnams n other ppl. josh finally said its ok w/ him (not that i need his permission), but i ( Read more... )

wow.....last nite was probably one of the most stressful nites of my life...well i guess it started when danny called me when iwas w/ josh. he was realllly upset n he said he wasnt gunna call me nemore. i was really worreid abt him. newho, when josh brought me home from kc's we were both up bc we've been fighting alot abt danny n whatnot. we kept ( Read more... )

oh i 4got 2 mention in the last post. i had an epiphany 2day. ok, well since josh n i started dating ive become more feminine and more emotional overall. i wonder if this a connection between my dpms n psycho mood swings. along w/being more chick-ish, i've become more depressed and more logically stupid. is this a bad thing? i mean i needed 2 ( Read more... )

man my sleeping habits have gotten horrible!!!! i go 2 bed like super late n sleep super late!!! lol, y do i say super so much? newho...have u ever felt like u just cant get happy abt nething? like ur stuck in an endless rollercoaster, but its not fun, just sad n irritating. idk, maybe my dpms crap is starting early...it seems 2 be earlier n ( Read more... )

yo, 2day i got 2 id's 4 me!!! my liquor license n my lsu student id!!! the alcohol class was friggin BORING!!!! man ppl r dumbasses...who the crap cares what job u worked @!?!!? hahaha newho.....after that i went 2 lsu 2 get my id n danny n mike were there. i saw where my dorm is, n its not where i wanted it, its close 2 the band room which is good ( Read more... )

haha thatz what babs just said...twas funny. newho, tis been a while since i posted bc my laptop internet has been off. newho, me n josh had a fight after my last post. he was mad bc he thought i was makin him look bad on the net n i didnt mean 2, i was just super upset. newho, i cooked shrimp fettucinni 4 my dad last nite, it was mmmmmmmmmmm ( Read more... )

ahh i feel clean. i just took a shower. im listenin 2 "almost home". tis a good song. newho, i went 2 walmart 2day 2 get the stuff 4 mrs. jennifer's wonderous shrimp fettuccini. i hope it turns out good. ima try 2 make it 4 father's day. newho, danny came over 2day n i thought the "situation" would be better if more ppl were there so i called kc, ( Read more... )

hahha the subject was what mike told me 2 put. newho, grrrrnesss....i think josh is mad @ me........again. he always says he doesnt care when he's mad. i ASKED him if it was ok if i went 2 danny's party 2nite...i thought i was bein nice by askin, he said it was ok but i know its not. n i think he's also mad bc i didnt get the chance 2 go workout ( Read more... )

eww i smell like work!!! i stink like cigarette smoke!!! NASTY!!! Freakin reggie didnt let me off till wayyy late. he let all the boys off 1st!!!! newho, im talkin on the phone 2 danny @ the moment, i read in his journal that he wanted 2 talk 2 me, so i called him, bc he came in 2 work 2day n i kinda had 2 brush him off bc i was busy n i felt bad. ( Read more... )

well its thurs n i just got done workin out...im tired but i know its good 4 me. newho, last nite me n josh talked abt our issues,...again. he said he knew he was wrong 2 get mad n be mean 2 me n he apologized, he just ALWAYS HAS 2 BE RIGHT!! which will 1 day bite him in the ass!! newho, i guess 2nite i shall stay in n work on my scrapbook. my ( Read more... )