I have no idea why i have been drawn back here...

I hide behind a mask.
I live life day by day.
I fake a lot of smiles
And hide the pain away.

I lie to many people,
To hide my broken heart.
I have watched everyone i love,
from me, slowly depart.

I trust all the wrong people,
And love them all in vain.
I cry myself to sleep at night,
And cut away my pain.

I've had my heart broken,
on more than one occasion.
I ( Read more... )

Its two years today, that i gave into the voice and let it take over my life.

The only two people i gave my heart to, i handed them the power to break me. I trusted them not to. Look where I am now. Sitting here crying. No reason to live. Heart breaking deep within. It hurts so much. So fucking much. I love them. I always will. Just like I promised. I'm never going to make this mistake again, Ever. No one left. No one to ( Read more... )

Im moving ( Read more... )

Im losing my best friend. The only thing I have left. My life, my world, my everything ( Read more... )

fewa

I dont know if im allowed to say this on this community so correct me if im not ( Read more... )

What weight do you think someone who's 5'6.5 would look best at?

Urggh
Does anyone else feel so disgustingly fat and rotten after drinking hot chocolate?
Im now on hour 54 of my fast