need to get this off my chest

[tinkergnom]

I dont know who I can really talk to about this, so I figured, why not write about it online, eh? Right, so Eric was here for three whole weeks and it went beautifully. It was the longest time we've actually spent together since senior year in highschool and that was practically four years ago. I still cant believe how times flies. Anyways, so the

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[cornflakegirl]

i know what you mean, i don't think it's silly at all, very understandble. i always thought that would be so special and wanted the person i lost my virginity to have their first time be with me

thanks

[tinkergnom]

That is so great! I'm so happy for you and hope that it all works out with this woman. Eric and I have had our problems, in fact we are not together as of this moment. He decided he needs time to think and to make sure I am who he wants to be with the rest of his life because he had a realization that that is what he wants. It doesnt quite make sense to me. So, we've had our problems but I think that him lying to me about his past his the biggest one and I just put it behind me while he can't, which causes more problems in the present. I hope that you can figure out how to see this person more often and it would be an amazing expereince if you had that to share with each other. Thank you for you input.