Yesterday I decided to end it with eric. Eventhough we arent in the same place and it doesnt really feel like we are over I couldnt handle it anymore. He constintly hurt me and knew it and never changed. It has been happening for so long. He never cared to talk to me and now that I broke up with him he is constantly trying to talk to me and always ( Read more... )

Happy New Year ( Read more... )

So, its been a long time. I still am not used to this online journal thingy. It is almost 3 am and I am still not tired. I know that I will be once I hit the pillow but I am having so many dillemmas that I dont know what to do. I miss everyone that I have lost in touch of over this semester. This student teaching thing has suddenly really gotten to ( Read more... )

Wow, have I been having a crazy crazy screwed up week. I dont even know how to begin. First, I dont want to be back at school at all so of course I go out every night and am drunk everynight, having guys buy me drinks, etc. So one night I am surprised by one of my guy friends telling me that every time he sees me he wants me. We both have (or had) ( Read more... )

I dont know who I can really talk to about this, so I figured, why not write about it online, eh? Right, so Eric was here for three whole weeks and it went beautifully. It was the longest time we've actually spent together since senior year in highschool and that was practically four years ago. I still cant believe how times flies. Anyways, so the ( Read more... )

Well, I just finished my 35ish hours of traveling back from South Africa!!!! It was absolutely amazing. I dont even have words right now to describe it but I will at some point. I am so exhausted. I think that having the time to rest makes me even more tired because while on my journey I was hardly ever tired and I was going non-stop. Ah well, ( Read more... )

Well, I only just got up four and a half hours ago and I'm still exhausted. I don't like this being sick for no reason. And it couldn't be from last night since I had practically nothing compared to what I have had before. I have less than a week before my birthday! I'm so excited but on the other hand not looking forward to it at all. First I was ( Read more... )

So, here I am. A virgin livejournaler.....very interesting. Well, this I guess, is a good form of procrastination. Although, I really should be working on my lesson plans and materials for my first grade class in the morning. I am so wired from doing work and such that I don't even want to think about it but the kids are absolutely marvelous, which ( Read more... )