Why is it that we always hurt the one’s that love us the most? The one’s who know us the best, understand us, and help us through everything we go through. All because of one incident, they’ve had enough. We are ungrateful, and selfish, unwillingly to swallow our pride. No we aren’t horrible or bad people, but we seem to take advantage of what we ( Read more... )

Why must I be this far away from my one and only true love? This is daily torture for me. I miss Jordan so much. I just wish I was with him. I think about him all day and everyday. My head is filled with dreams about our life together. I do miss him, I tried to convince my parents to let me go up there just for a short weekend, but yea that didn't ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, well, Hey Honey lol b/c ur like the only one to read this lol. School starts in about 2 weeks, August 7th..Grrr, but yet again that's a good thing! No work everyday, I won't be bored anymore, and I'M A SENIOR!!!! WAHOO! My last year there! Then after that year, Jordan is coming down for graduation, and we r going back up together to ( Read more... )

Holy moly...It's only 15 days until my b-day you guys! :-O And only 16 more days until my 1 year anniversary, and until I get to see Jordan again! I just got back from NY about 3 weeks ago! It was awesome and just amazing! I got to milk a cow, feed baby calfs, ride a cow, (yes I rode a cow!) Shoot a gun, ride a fourwheeler, taste rubarb, play in ( Read more... )

Wow, this thursday is graduation...Most of my friends are leaving..I don't knoiw when I'm going to see them again and it sucksI'm also going through a very rough spot in my relatioship at the moment...I'm hurt. I don't really know what to do or say...I only want him to be happy. I feel really bad for being selfish and controlling. If it wasn't for ( Read more... )

OMG!!! I had the best Spring Break in my life, Heck it was the best week of my life!!! Jordan and I had the greatest time together! I'm also back from my choir trip as well. OMG Jordan was so good to me! He treated me just like a lady should be treated, always giving me compliments, opening doors for me, and respecting my parents with yes mam and ( Read more... )

*Sigh* Only 13 more days until spring break! That means there's only 13 more days until Jordan comes down. You will never beleive what my parents gave me permission to do. First it was to go on a cruise to the Bahamas WITH Jordan. :-D That would've been so awesome, but yea that plan fell through. Now For Sure, he is coming in on that saturday, ( Read more... )

:D Today is me and Jordan's 7 month anniversary!!! And we are going so strong! Thank you God for him, I love him sooooo very very much!!! I truly do! Happy Anniversary Hun!!! I hope you have a great day! XOXOXOXOXOXO *hug n kiss* ~AnF~ Til eternity! :D I am so happy!!! I am finally getting over my anxiety! Plus I am no longer that sick anymore, and ( Read more... )

Ok, everything is going ok since Friday, but I'm not going to annoy you with that. Although we only have 1 car and for the most only for 3 weeks if the car is fixable, but yea...NVM Changing subjects...UH, Today is Valentine's Day, Jordan was so sweet, he left me like 4 texts and a voicemail this morning since he couldn't be with me today, duh b/c ( Read more... )

*Sigh* Everything lately seems to be falling apart. The past 2 weeks have been like Hell for me and I don't know why. I got into a major fight with Jordan's brother and his girlfriend, then my stress, depression, and stupid anxiety causes problems in our relationship. After that it's a wonderful thing called a fight. Then yesterday I got into a bad ( Read more... )