So senior year has been pretty fun for the most part so far, but just not what I thought it would have been. I am slightly disappointed with myself in where I am in my life and where I thought i would be by now, but I have to live with what I have. Life goes on and I have to make it what I want ( Read more... )

so i had a pretty fun weekend in santa cruz and bolinas. one of the only complains i have is the on going frustration of getting my license. it is partly my fault i have not gotten it this soon because mom told me to make the appointment, but it wasn't my fault that we didn't have a car for me to drive for two months so i wasn't practiced enough. ( Read more... )

i'm sick and tired of having to do what i'm told, study what i'm told, when i'm told, and i just want to doing some things for the hell of it. school should be fun, we should want to learn, but at this stupid school they work us until we crack!!! i'm 16 and i should be having fun and exploring and learning about life, but instead i'm sitting down ( Read more... )

and hopefully i will get a new start. the start i have been looking for for a long time. i'm hoping that this year will be the year that everything will start to come together for me. it didn't start out on a perfect foot, but this year i'm trying my very hardest to be positive and try to turn things around for myself with out bring others down ( Read more... )

So basically it is all over, we only have next monday when we are watching the movie in class. as much as i worried and complained and stressed out about this whole process i really loved it!! it taught me me a lot about so many things. the cast was awsome and i love them!! i don't know what i am going to do with all this free time i have now ( Read more... )

i'M extremely excited and scared at the same time for my Frenchie to come. i just talked to her on the phone and it was a little awkard (although mr.zailian said it would be), but i really don't want her whole stay here to be like that. i'm also freaked out because i have so much stuff going on i'm not sure what i'm supposed to do with her during ( Read more... )

So i'm a little nervous how the next two months are going to go. first i'm staying with my dad for the next week straight (although it is 10 but he is letting me stay at my mom's house on the weekends so i can sleep with out crazy people or animals waking me up at 7 am!) because my mom is in france (lucky bitch). then my frenchie is coming on the ( Read more... )

It is really hitting me that I procrastinate and am starting to be very forgetful. I also have started a rather bad habit of not caring about things. all of this put together is building up and i really just want to scream!!!!! my life is getting really stressful right now with school work, my play, and my new intership, and i don't think i can ( Read more... )

so i think i am had my first official mental break down of the year and it is only the second month of school...come to think of it i think i had one in the second week of school if i remember correctly. so this year is going to be interesting. i can tell it is deffinatly going to be bitter sweet!! I have a few hard classes but they all seem really ( Read more... )

Ok so i haven't posted in a long time!!! so a lot has happend since then, and I don't really feel like trying to remeber how much drama I have had in the last two months, so i'm just not going to even go there. so life back in school is really starting to pick up the pace and i am starting to get used to it all. it is about to a little more ( Read more... )