True love ( Read more... )

well last night was really the last night!he got pysical because he was mad at me. he grabbed Allison's arm and was trying to pull her out of my arms and even when i said that he was hurting her he didn't let go and it scared me and i let go because i didn't want to see my baby get hurt. So she went into the bedroom... i need to start at the ( Read more... )

so I put a passcode on the tv for anything tv-MA and when I got up to go and fold laundry in my room he decided to watch something else on tv discovered the block and came in screaming and yelling at me and when i told him i would turn it off he wanted the code and i wouldn't give it to him and he got even more pissed and i thought Really thought ( Read more... )

You Are 68% Sexy
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Tina wakes up Paul @ 8:30pm, can you listen for the baby, Im going to go to Bre's, she's sleeping and has been for almost a half hour.. Paul says he may not hear her, but he'll try.. Tina leaves ( Read more... )

ok so from the beginning {which was 8am ( Read more... )

i hate the way i feel right now i've spent the last 3 hours being completely confused and miserable and i feel like you are playing games, well fuck you. fuck the way i feel about you and fuck what i thought we had together and fuck this.

so those of you that know me will understand.
i am done and it is over.
i will be gone soon,
going to a familiar place
leaving from the misery and disgrace.
going to where i'm surrounded but free
where i can go and just be me.

so i'm sitting here talkin to Ari and wndering what the hell is wrong with me and why i just don't leave and haul ass and never look back, he don't need to be a part of alli's life. there are a couple of people who had offered me a place to go... i wonder if those offers are still open? i don't want to spend my life with someone who is going to try ( Read more... )

it's ok to write now because everyone's forgot about my livejournal ( Read more... )