my gramps is gone ( Read more... )

i miss my boyfriend. i feel juvenile and a bit near sighted when i think this way, simply because the idea of an everlasting teen relationship seems a little too far fetched. nevertheless, this hollywood-esque romance i have with him despite our long distance relationship leads me to feel so helplessly and youthfully in love. i think of what we ( Read more... )

i have been spending so much goddamn money lately. sheesh ( Read more... )

it is just about 2 am right now. i am again sitting miserably in front of this damn computer screen because i don't know what else to do with myself. i don't think i've had a fulfilling sleep in two weeks now ( Read more... )

The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed. There was a loophole in my dreaming ( Read more... )

i'm at school again. there are so many things that have been going on that i have failed to acknowledge. i guess i'm just in denial. i don't want to believe any of it is true. not even the happiness. because i figure.. if the happiness is true.. then so must be the pain, the sorrow, the hurt. i want so many things back in my life. thing's that i've ( Read more... )

i'm sad right now.
i don't know why.

wait.., i do know why
i just want to ignore why.
so i don't dwell on it.

i'm so disappointed.

recent purchases ( Read more... )

so i'm in this god class called foundations of ministry right now. and basically, every moday wednesday and friday... we come here with our laptops with 250 other people... and no one pays attention. everyone's online and it's basically an effortless 3 credits. it's so stupid. ah well.. good times ( Read more... )

my lyrics are a big pile of contradiction ( Read more... )