HI! Im bored BLAH!

Yep. I feel like I have a bunch of shit on my mind but I cant think of what it is. My mind is just a cluster fuck. Theres so much I wanna do but I cant... he wont let me. oh well I dont know but I'll finish later er something

"Driven Under"

Do you think I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you think that I am blind
nothing left for me to lose?
Must be something on your mind
something lost and left behind
Do you know I’m faking now?

Do you know I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do?
Must be something on your mind
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I dont think Danny knows but he cuddles with me alot at night...hes prolly sleeping but IDC it makes me feel good to have someone hold me sometimes... *sigh*

"Tearjerker"

Well I wish there was someone
Well I wish there was someone
To love me

When I used to be someone
And I knew there was someone
That loved me

As I sit here frozen alone
Even ghosts get tired and go home
As they crawl back under the stones

And I wish there was something
Please tell me there's something better
And I wish there was something more ( Read more... )

I guess im pretty good at fucking things up. heh... I dont really know what I did, but I did something and now Danny is in a really shitty mood. I guess I pissed him off er something. dunno

Started school yesterday. Wont last long there. I hate the way it is now. Its a high school. If I wanted to go back to a high school I wouldve went to fucking ( Read more... )

Seether

"Fuck It"

I guess I like it when we play
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you hate me
(The way you drag me down)
‘Cause I can’t face myself in a mirror
(I’m left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I’m left alone with my shame)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
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So I think I need to get a job so I can get my own place, and just be like alone I guess. I dont really know what I want. I want a job so I can have some extra money in my pocket... well money period in my pocket. I wanna move out of my parents' home cuz they suck... I guess. I really wanna get my car back on the road... Im thinking about even ( Read more... )

Ok so when you turn 18 life falls apart... Atleast for me it did... or is... Idk.. It seems no one wants me...heh... My dad bitches at me about not being home enough... but when I am home he bitches that I dont need to be there cuz Im 18 and I should have a job and I should be doing this and that and bla bla... Then I got my other family... Kathy ( Read more... )