Going Under ( Read more... )

so like yeah i havent wrote in this thing in so fricken long. wow... still dont have a fone or the enternet. Im gonna go to prom with Shane. Im back in school I dont know if Ive said that or not. My life is still fucked. I dont know what to write I guess I shouldve just stayed home today. No point in coming to school. Im hungry as hell right now ( Read more... )

WOW Im still alive. o_O Havent updated this in a long time. oh well. I feel like poopie. Im sick and I just feel POOPIE. I know Ive said this b4 but man I hate being alive. oh well. Im on new antidepressents again and yet Im still goin crazy. HA! oh well Im ready to jump. *sigh* poop. fuck it. Im over it. This cake shop has been closed down...o_O ( Read more... )

..Scottys outta lock up but isnt allowed in Shiawassee County... not even to see his dad...Ma's house got broken into the night b4... Me Alisha and Paula were gone when it happend tho... Paula was sooo drunk omg! me and Alisha didnt drink...she doesnt like to drink er something and I just didnt feel like it...I was already thinkin to much about ( Read more... )

so im sitting here downloading yahoo again cuz its fuckin up for some reason... and im bored and depressed... i was drawin but i cant do that very well so i kinda stoped... listening to Afro man cuz hes funny and i dont know i need to listen to something that wont make me cry... so yep i have no one to talk to or hang out with now... martyes been ( Read more... )

I dont think very much... I was writing in this and i kept getting kicked but I kept copying it so i wouldnt lose it right... well before i could save it anywhere I restarted my computer... Imma dumb ass... yep... but oh well...I feel kinda sick today...I sat in my room and cryed and cryed... i felt like i was goin crazy layin on my floor in a ball ( Read more... )

"I hate my self and I want to die" How many people have you heard say that?! Ive heard it a lot by differnt people and myself... It does get annoying to hear and to say but It how I feel and its the only other way to tell you with you knowing what Im talkin about... I mean its like the only thing people seem to notice... you say something else ( Read more... )

yep...so i talked to danny everythings cool right...I came back over and hes gone lol he went up town to walk around with Michelle...I wish I could make him happy.......oh well

I seem to mess up a lot of stuff...heh...I got to walk home from dannys today and it was like 90 something degrees out and Im wearing all black... I stoped at one point in time to rest and I thought I was gonna pass out just sitting there so i got up and kept goin...its not fun to walk that far...he thinks Im mad at him for calling Michelle... IM ( Read more... )

heh Im bored tired and I wanna die...whats new...I took this stupid quiz thing and it said I was Emo.... heh I still say Im just me but w/e makes sence I guess with how I am and shit I dont fucking know dont care either.... so i was cleaning my room and found a bunch of notes danny wrote me awhile ago... I read some...I was sitting in my closet for ( Read more... )