Life is hard; though if it wasn't,there wouldn't be any appretiation or satisfaction with any end result. I have learned a lot in my last 20 or so years, but I know that there is a HELL of a lot more out there for me to embrace in my own way. It is exciting and thrilling. Even hough I am in love with my home city I always have had a pit in my ( Read more... )

I havn't updated this thing in forever. My last entry kindof made me laugh, Nicole and I just got out tatoos at the end of this last February. I'm still working at Harley in Tigard unfortunatly, though I did move to NE Portland with Mickey after the new year. I moved in with him in October. It if funny to think how much has gone on since my last ( Read more... )

Where has all the time gone. The older I get the more quickly it slips away. This will be a crazy next few weeks, mars and uranus are allining. explosive war ( Read more... )

Everything is changing and pretty soon nothing will be framiliar...and its exciting, the unknown. I'm working at pardaise Harley Davidson and Buell full time in Tigard. I am just greatfull that I knew some of the girls that worked there before I started. It is almost like going to a new school where you don't really know anyone. I guess it takes a ( Read more... )

I just remembered that since I havn't been smoking, well I wasn't able to smoke. I got so drunk last night that I let Carrie AND Mickey give me a shot hit....I really wish today that I hadn't done that, but last night we were all drunk and I got talked into it. It really isn't that hard when I already really want to smoke and have been running ( Read more... )

Yesterday was as hot as hell and today is going to be even hotter. I went to the river with Mickey for the first time this year. We got a little drunk and made a rock wall and had sex in the bushes. I tried to paint my nails and failed miserably. Our friend Jeff met up with us to enjoy the sun and the heat. Around three or so we go to leave and get ( Read more... )

Work ( Read more... )

SO I TOOK MY PISS TEST FOR THE KADEL'S AUTO BODY JOB YESTERDAY. I THINK THAT I PASSED IT, I JUST WISH THAT I COULD FIND OUT SOONER THEN NEXT WEEK ( Read more... )

Like is so excentric and beautifuly unusual. I love it all, even when I am at my looowest low. This is because I have THE MOST impossibly wondeeful people in my life. I want to make love you all of you. I wish I could hold these moments in my life forever.

I want to go to partys and dance more with all of you.

chemical imbalance

Instead of looking for a job I just had sex all morning.