Long time no entry! Well to update, I'm in THAILAND. I found a cheap internet cafe here in Chiangmai (15 Baht/hr, which is like 50 cents). Today was so cool - we got to ride on elephants!!! Then we went on a bamboo raft down the coffee-colored river, and then visited some tribes. We got to be with the long-neck tribe, which are the ones who have ( Read more... )

I'm officially a college junior!!! Yay ( Read more... )

I should be studying... or sleeping. I have an exam at noon. Microbiology prof, I plan to srsly disappoint. Anyway, it has been a while. Quick update: My job still kicks ass, Jason is still with me, our kitty is good (hmm... pics?), and the semester is coming to an end. That's good, because I need a break, and also because I'm going to Thailand ( Read more... )

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thank God- i'm up to somewhere between 105-110.

i'm not digging myself deeper. i'm dragging myself out : )

again.

crazy day today.

i was so sure this week i had gained up to 118. SO sure.

i went to my therapist's, and i was 108.6. 3lbs above my low weight.

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN???? i shouold be happy, but i just started bawling. it was awful. i've just realized how much i have isolated myself, how sick i am getting, how much this is all my fault.

i am so

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Do you ever feel like you could just wave your hand in front of someone's face and they would still have no idea you were there? Am I a freak for loving it?

47 absences this year so far. hehehehe.

i love me.