I feel like I have not opened up to a soul in over a week and it's tearing up my insides. Point blank summation: I could be better off. My last few years in the relationship arena have consisted of the following ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYy2p_0DVMU

That video I just linked above was featured on youtube and the song is great.

It made me think of these girls I used to listen to a ton...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnqFqEa-Ur8&feature=related

and then, my dear love:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJU1bbBC3g8&feature=related

Last night ruled. I will just ( Read more... )

Last night was a quality evening. I really wanted to be outside or have an evening with friends. I felt a little nutty after Wednesday nights doggy "rescue" response, thus made a few calls. Got a few "I'll call you when I'm off"s. Never got the calls until later, one never even happened. Then I text Mark a sadface and he's at my house in like 10 ( Read more... )

I actually have a blog now. I don't write a lot in it because...honestly, anytime I write something I make it a draft and save it for just me. I do that on here too. I think I can be a pretty good writer at times but then I feel like everything I said was B.S. and I privatize it.
My blog is also probably a lot about God and then stuff when I'm bored ( Read more... )

That was what the poster Kels and I made on January 2nd, 2008 said. We made an encouraging sign for JD, Mark, and Corey to quit smoking before we pulled up into the lodge at Trail West. They have greatly reduced their smoking but not quit completely. Cold turkey was too hard even with the three of them ( Read more... )

I never write in here! I really should. I have a lot of free time to be honest ( Read more... )

Please God, this is what I want. Plese give me this job, its really all I ask. I will take care of the rest. Please.

Livejournal is way more complicated than I remember.

Um, so, yeah.

I will write more later I bet. You just wait.

No wait.

I just really do it all Four Brian.

<3